Today I saw my past and my heart stopped. It literally stopped. I have never felt that way before. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t think. I don’t understand why he still has that affect on me. I need to get a hold on myself. It was the most overwhelming feeling.
But. I have overcome all of my pain, all of what I did wrong. God has brought beauty out of it. And God, my amazing God, has showered me with love and whispered sweet words to me, telling me that He loves me more than I will ever know and more than I will ever be able to let Him know. I won’t ever get over being forgiven, not just by Jesus but by others who I am wronged with the selfish choices I have made.
I can’t wait to see what God has planned for me because whatever it is it is going to be big.